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Thu, 11 Oct 2012 11:06:14 -0400

jepoyonthego: Bob Marley & The Wailers - No Woman No...

Sat, 11 Aug 2012 15:17:10 -0400

Bob Marley & The Wailers - No Woman No Cry

Good friends we have, oh, good friends we’ve lost
Along the way
In this great future,
You can’t forget your past
So dry your tears, I say

lheure-bleue: This is my final fit, my final bellyache withNo...

Sat, 11 Aug 2012 15:10:52 -0400

lheure-bleue:

This is my final fit, my final bellyache with
No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises please

No Surprises - Radiohead

Xavier: When you first arrive in a new city, nothing makes...

Sat, 11 Aug 2012 14:50:57 -0400

Xavier: When you first arrive in a new city, nothing makes sense. Everythings unknown, virgin… After you’ve lived here, walked these streets, you’ll know them inside out. You’ll know these people. Once you’ve lived here, crossed this street 10, 20, 1000 times… it’ll belong to you because you’ve lived there. That was about to happen to me, but I didn’t know it yet.

Xavier: Later, much later, back in Paris, each harrowing ordeal...

Sat, 11 Aug 2012 14:50:34 -0400

Xavier: Later, much later, back in Paris, each harrowing ordeal will become an adventure. For some idiotic reason, your most horrific experiences are the stories you most love to tell.

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Mon, 06 Aug 2012 08:14:53 -0400

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Mon, 06 Aug 2012 08:12:49 -0400

on phasing out

Thu, 19 Jul 2012 12:58:24 -0400

have you ever taken carl jung’s personality test? do you even believe in it? i am ambivalent about it, but i realise my results are constantly changing. and i attribute this to phasing out/growing up old.

in the recent years, i find myself losing my extraversion, less inclined to socialise and very very cautious. i felt no need to invest in new friendships, for i already have them. i felt no need to try anything new, for i have already experienced enough, i thought. it was a gradual spiral downward, and it is only now that i come to realise how different (and self-centered) i am as compared to the idealistic me some five years ago. i feel less with each farewell, because they are expected anyway. i also share less, because i am more wary now. i am more hateful and judgemental, always making assumptions about people’s hidden agendas and/or mocking them for living the life that i became too timid to live. i am more cynical, disinterested and tired, and i didn’t think it was a problem.. until i travelled, again.

i became happy and regained my appetite for adventures. i didn’t think i could feel ~~young again~~ like that. i returned, excited, more bold and appreciative of things/people around me.. only for a short while, before i retreat back to myself and returned to the status quo before i left. and once again, i am cynical, disinterested and tired..

to illustrate my point, for example: my old self liked people, was interested in developing new relationships. but my current self learnt that no one is indispensable - and time heals everything anyway. there isn’t the ~~only~~ one, it’s all in your head, anyone could have been anyone in your life right now. so how is it possible to strike a balance between my old and current self? you probably don’t understand what i am trying to say. maybe i won’t too, when future me reads this gibberish churned out on a random emo midnight.

“If so, I hope they last for centuries.” - Chungking...

Thu, 12 Jul 2012 13:21:14 -0400

“If so, I hope they last for centuries.” - Chungking Express, 1994

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Thu, 12 Jul 2012 13:19:43 -0400

He Zhiwu, Cop 223: We split up on April Fool’s Day. So I...

Thu, 12 Jul 2012 13:16:55 -0400

He Zhiwu, Cop 223: We split up on April Fool’s Day. So I decided to let the joke run for a month. Every day I buy a can of pineapple with a sell-by date of May 1. May loves pineapple, and May 1 is my birthday. If May hasn’t changed her mind by the time I’ve bought thirty cans, then our love will also expire.

flatbeat: What A Diff’rence A Day Made - Dinah Washington

Thu, 12 Jul 2012 13:13:48 -0400

flatbeat:

What A Diff’rence A Day Made - Dinah Washington

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Tue, 26 Jun 2012 12:58:36 -0400

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Wed, 20 Jun 2012 08:55:18 -0400

Ann’s Father: Some of us just can’t live the kind of...

Mon, 18 Jun 2012 12:39:13 -0400

Ann’s Father: Some of us just can’t live the kind of life that other people want us to live. No matter how hard you try, you just can’t do it. You love someone and you can’t make them happy. It’s kind of like you love them, but… you can’t love them the way they wanna be loved.

Ann: [letter] Life is so much better than you think, my love. I...

Mon, 18 Jun 2012 12:35:48 -0400

Ann: [letter] Life is so much better than you think, my love. I know because you managed to fall in love with me even though you saw, what was it, you said 10%? Five maybe? Maybe if you’d seen it all, you wouldn’t have liked me. Or you would have liked me in spite of everything. I guess we’ll never know…

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Mon, 18 Jun 2012 12:22:35 -0400

dna4m: Blossom Dearie-Try Your Wings My Life Without Me...

Mon, 18 Jun 2012 12:21:39 -0400

dna4m:

Blossom Dearie-Try Your Wings

My Life Without Me OST(2003)

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Mon, 18 Jun 2012 12:21:08 -0400

A must-watch. I don’t know if i have said this before.....

Mon, 18 Jun 2012 12:13:12 -0400

A must-watch. I don’t know if i have said this before.. but really, in the face of death, nothing matters. so quit complaining, do something.. while you have the time to do so, or change whatever you don’t like about your life. don’t just whine about your life, listen to what others have to say..